control your SOUL!

So I want to talk through this photograph 

 
So years ago this photos from years ago my wife and I were sitting at a fast food place in a food court and I turned around and saw these three people standing at the fast food counter. The person on the left is a police officer the person in the middle is the boyfriend with a shirt that says control your soul and then his girlfriend is on the far right and she has on a hoodie that looks like an airbrushed picture of a stylized painting of a woman's face that looks very sweet to me. The entire photograph speaks volumes to me it just was so sweet and and the whole time I'm trying to take this picture you can see it's all fuzzy I could not get the camera to focus right for some reason it was it did auto focus and it usually worked right but you know sometimes these things are from Jesus sometimes you're just trying to do something and Jesus is just right there to do this on purpose for some reason which I still don't know why he wanted this picture all blurry but the whole time I'm trying to take this picture my wife's going quit pointing that camera at them quit pointing that camera get that so rude you know and going on and on about it I'm just freaking trying to get this awesome photograph and I couldn't get the thing to focus I never did get it to focus with her bitching in the background it was just so frustrating but that's what made that's part of what made it so beautiful was the three of them there you know the this authority figure and then this kid with this control your soul shirt on and then his girlfriend with her sweet little hoodie on the whole thing just made me want to cry and then my wife bitching in the background you know stop trying to take this picture and she was looking right at it but somehow like I was turned around and that was part of what she didn't like was it was so obvious I was trying to get this picture and you know nobody else was really paying any attention I mean people weren't staring at me but too much probably anyway it turned out to be a fantastic picture because you can't quite read it but it says control your soul I've thought about going back and hiring some people just to redo that picture and get it perfect it was so beautiful and it's just an awesome picture it makes me want to cry right now 

I never wanted to get married, but there were too many forces at work and I am ok with my wife, we stayed married 33 years till she divorced me and died. But still I would have preferred a lifetime girlfriend, living apart. I would have never seen this picture if it weren't for my wife and she bought me the camera. Life is weird.