God and women

 I don't like God and I don't like women, children, and men. They are all stressful. They all make demands and give stuff I generally don't want. It's sad to admit, I'm afraid of God's tough love. God is Love, strange love? I try to imagine we are in a horrible twisted boot camp, and when we die it's better. For people that believe Jesus is God, heaven is supposed to be a good place. But demons believe Jesus is God and they go into the lake of fire. Really, this is very ugly.

At any instant God can push the kill button or pain or stress or torture or any number of evil buttons on each person. God doesn't do this to everyone every day, but it only has to happen to you, and then it's horrible. It was always horrible, now it's obvious. Horrible stuff is happening to people all over the world, and God is making it happen.

I've noticed when women talk to each other they generate a certain kind of energy. They focus carefully and often sound excited or interested. It's weird. Men and women view the world differently. When I talk to women it feels like I'm in a magical place where communication is critical.